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beltainelady) wrote2025-02-05 09:52 am
beltainelady) wrote2025-02-05 09:52 am
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I just emailed the estate sale guy to see if we can push it back a week or two. With the motorhome still being in the shop, I can't truly get organized and ready for a sale. It should be back by end of the week but I'll need the extra time to move into it (as much as possible, really) and get my apartment in some kind of shape.
I've packed tons of books already and gotten them into my car to bring to Liana.
I've purged my closet and dresser, and once the RV is here, I'll see whether I need to purge more.
We're going to move the bookcases to Liana this weekend -- she'll have her coveted bookcases and books to fill them. Even if I settle somewhere later down the road, I'll let her keep the cases. The books, I'll want some back because they're my beloved books.
I can't help but think so much of this is futile. I saw what's coming back in 2014 while I was under, after my suicide attempt.
I know what's coming.
The only reason I'm even continuing to go live out this dream is so I can do it before....
....
....
I've packed tons of books already and gotten them into my car to bring to Liana.
I've purged my closet and dresser, and once the RV is here, I'll see whether I need to purge more.
We're going to move the bookcases to Liana this weekend -- she'll have her coveted bookcases and books to fill them. Even if I settle somewhere later down the road, I'll let her keep the cases. The books, I'll want some back because they're my beloved books.
I can't help but think so much of this is futile. I saw what's coming back in 2014 while I was under, after my suicide attempt.
I know what's coming.
The only reason I'm even continuing to go live out this dream is so I can do it before....
....
....