Whine

[beltainelady]

I just saw a commercial featuring the guy who invented the chocks that replace pitons in rock climbing.

Dammit. I WANT TO GO ROCK CLIMBING. I want to go windsurfing. And hiking. And dancing. And horseback riding. And learn to ski. And walk around Paris, London, Rome, Berlin.

But I can't. I mean, I can try...but I'll pay for it dearly. I can barely walk the supermarket without pain. It takes days to recuperate from any exertion.

I WANT MY BODY BACK!!!! I want to be who I used to be: active and adventurous.

I hate Fibromyalgia. I hate my body as much as it hates me. Dammit, I want to be normal again.

Comments

[seastormwitch.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[matrinka69.livejournal.com]

(((Jax))) I'm there with you, feeling like my body has betrayed me.

I'd offer you a spoon or two if I had any to offer.

[wild-heart.livejournal.com]

*heavy sigh*

I'm about to write my own post in this vein. I feel ya.